Well, it seems past life stuff has once again come tumbling out the closet to greet me. Was doing a meditation this AM & (randomly) visited an interesting lifetime. Anyway, will save the details for another time. It referred to my power center, the sacral, & why the third chakra has been locked down for so long. Have had so many issues w/abundance & prosperity, it's really one of the core challenges for me in the present incarnation.
Never could master the art of making money & keeping it around before. Recently, people have mentioned that movie The Secret & the Universal Law of Attraction to me. Did a little reading & realized I've already unconsciously (literally) practiced it manifesting material items my ego desired over the years. Basically, the core aspect is as follows: your focus determines your reality. And, your intention determines the success or failure of said manifestation.
Looking @ the scarcity/lack pattern, I've been operating f/a place of deep guilt, regret & shame. This handily reinforced the punishment aspect & my subconscious stifling of any abundance offered. I felt so undeserving of any prosperity, it would automatically be withdrawn on the spot. Kinda like a self-poverty booby trap you continuously detonate upon finding a pot of gold.
Sucks, but was SOP for a hell of a long time. Not any longer, tho. Turns out I actually do deserve the Universal bounty offered (contrary to the ego's opinion). Won't pretend not to anymore, either. I'm claiming it all now - lock, stock & barrel. So, how do I channel this new perception into reality?
Since the old ghosts have returned, they're obviously an important part of that process. Hopefully I can navigate thru everything w/some semblance of clarity & ignore their emotional charge altogether.
Yeah, right...
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