Some relationships were never meant to be. People meet, facilitate life lessons, & then part ways just as quickly. Such was the case w/girl #1 & I. Our connection, while so elementally core in its energetic effect, only served a purpose to activate/expand my own consciousness - a primary & singular function.
Feeling so grateful for this precious gift, I inadvertently fell in love w/her (which couldn't be avoided).
Then there was the past life history. Our karma was so heavy, I was almost crushed under that weight. My sister's death gave me the courage to finally cast it away - thanks Lizzie...I miss you.
While we all have codependent patterns & emotional addictions, I choose to not engage them any longer. There was a real danger of this in wishing for a relationship w/her. It would have been based in smoke & mirrors, a wistful dream of romantic bliss w/no solid foundation of trust or mutual respect. Our reciprocal effect was transient & has officially ended. The karma is cleared.
What space she occupied inside my heart is now cold, dark & empty.
Closure achieved.
I am truly done.
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I say this as a friend.
LET IT GO.
That's the whole idea of this exercise - putting her to rest.
Consider it done.
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