Moving into unchartered territory now. Decided not to take the wrenching job & do my own thing, trusting that the Universe will provide steady income. This is a big step - putting all of my focus into Crystal Guidance, eBay & finding freelance/part time professional work. There's no turning back, either.
I'm fully committed.
Fear spurned me to secure the bike mechanic position in the first place. An irrational fear based in past economic punishment. Years of it. I've elementally changed since then. Self-imposed financial hardship isn't a factor anymore. My manifestation is getting stronger. Things are beginning to happen which I could never imagine before.
I'm finally waking up.
After such core transformation, I can't live according to the old paradigms any longer. My external circumstances have now caught up w/this internal shift. Hence all the major life upheaval, forcing me to either adapt or perish.
Whatever lies on the other side better be fucking good.
It has to be.
6/4/08
Safety net
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