Ever feel like you're just going thru the motions w/physical life? That's me right now - get up, Cheerios, drive to 'fleet, surf lesson(s), maybe surfing, drive to the office, work on SDT, go to the bird, drive back to office, more SDT updates, drive home, carbohydrate binge before bed, crash. Repeat.
My daily routine in a nutshell.
I am in such need of a summer fling or some goddamn thing it's stupid. Bored out of my skull right now. Shouldn't be, but am. Oh well...
Finally ready for the R word, I guess. God forbid. Anyone interested? (rhetorical question, of course).
Definitely nearing my critical mass for alone time. Not sure how to facilitate something, either. Whatever - too bloody busy to squeeze it in anyways.
Happy 4th & all that shit.
Later.
2 comments:
Hi John. I know I haven't commented or been around in a while. Actually I have been lurking some on your blog. I want to extend my sympathies to you. I've lost two siblings and the pain is overwhelming. I guess that's why I stopped coming by. Your pain is too real for me. And so is your loneliness. I wish for something good in the universe to come to you. Just know that there are beings in the universe who want your pain to decrease. I hope this doesn't upset you. Take care of yourself.
Liberality
Hey Lib,
No worries - I figured you were pretty busy w/your granddaughter & such. It's been @ least a little easier since summer started here b/c I've been distracted w/stuff to do. Lizzie is still very much on my mind, but in the background comparably speaking (for the moment).
My loneliness has been a separate longstanding issue which I'm now just starting to address. Baby steps...
Hope all is well w/you & thanks for the condolences. I greatly appreciate that.
Take care,
John
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