Mission

Starting this one over again. The original became waaay too analytical. That screams ego - both annoying & unnecessary. Here's the gist: I've always had trouble identifying a life purpose. Been searching since about 1992. For some reason, it always eluded me. Tried every hobby-related &/or ego-conjured career path possible.

Nothing ever panned out.

Then I started getting nudges f/awareness. Nothing huge, mind you...just small hints. A book here, a crystal there. It was a very gradual thing. Now, many years later, I'm finally @ the crossroads of my spiritual path & life decision process. Do I continue searching for a job to fulfill all my unspoken dreams of financial freedom & conscious evolution? Or do I fully commit to the healing path I was chosen for, forging my own niche in the process?

This is one hell of a choice.

The answer is clear: if I was meant to find the job, it would've already materialized. The crystal work is indeed my highest calling & physical life purpose. Time to completely accept & integrate that. Just don't quite know how to proceed yet. Some practical guidance would be really good about now. The trick is making a living @ it.

Okay Universe, taking the first step - ball's in your court.

I'm finally ready.