Guess who returned to visit recently? Yup, she's back...but this time the outcome is different. About 10 days ago, I went to do an energy work barter w/a friend in Brewster. During that process, a major shift occurred.
While on the table receiving crystal therapy, my connection w/girl #1 was completely severed. Meaning all the energetic cords (7-8 total) binding us together were cut - permanently. This was not something I ever intended or expected during the treatment. It literally came out of nowhere.
I don't know why it happened. My only guess is that the guides finally decided enough was too much.
Some new info also came out of this "intervention" of sorts. Seems girl #1 was not who I believed her to be @ one time. What I learned pretty much shocked me. And yet it validated many feelings I've had over time which otherwise couldn't be explained, as well. Emotions like anger, bitterness & a low-level discontent I couldn't trace to its source - until now.
She is a consummate slave to her own fear. Moreover, those limiting beliefs have effectively trapped her under someone else's control, both emotionally & financially. She knows better...but enjoys the submissive role too much to break free. What a terrible vicious cycle to be caught in.
My initial anger towards her has quickly burned down to genuine empathy. I want to do something, but know she must choose to break the pattern herself w/no outside help. It's the only way she can settle this karma which has haunted her for so many lifetimes.
I wish her luck, & officially divorce myself f/the whole affair.
My closure is now complete.
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