Release

Some things are better left alone.

Case in point: my "karmic option" to help girl #1. The whole thing was a lie - a story created to suck me back into that vicious cycle again. She programmed the crystal, gave it to me, & I fell under her spell almost immediately.

These events happened a long time ago.

Now I understand her modus operandi f/day one. This is a deception stone, designed to cloud someone's judgment & weaken their will for the purpose of manipulation/control. A cold, calculated weapon for betrayal & sabotage. Words cannot describe my reaction upon discovering its true purpose.

It's also gone.

I cast it into the ocean earlier today. It represented the last vestige of her influence on me, karma or otherwise. That act symbolizes my final release f/this energy altogether. Returning the crystal to its liquid form also completes a long cycle of emotional death & renewal.

She's all on her own.