Recently realized I have some subconscious programming which may very well be sabotaging me. This is related to money & my longstanding difficulty in obtaining/saving any. It most likely pertains to relationships too. The pattern is as follows: I make some progress in either area, then suddenly run into a brick wall.
There isn't a real formula for exposing such underlying negative conditioning. God knows I've attempted every conscious method imaginable w/little or no palpable results. Fact is, it's really too close to me for an effective outcome trying on my own. I need a third party to intervene - someone who can objectively observe, investigate & act accordingly in my best interests.
It's amazing how the ego-identified mind seeks to "protect" us from our true potential thru the use of subtle control like this. What gross manipulation disguised as self-altruism.
Feels like I've been held back since childhood by this shit - time to wipe the subconscious hard drive clean.
I bloody well deserve better.
That is all.
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