Tightrope

Now that the subconscious work has begun, I'm dealing w/the repercussions of long forgotten feelings being reintroduced into my emotional landscape. This may eventually force my hand in certain circumstances where I'd normally remain quiet & not take any action.

My desire for a relationship has taken full center stage. Before, I was able to file it away under the misc. dreams unfulfilled category - not anymore.

There isn't much left to do but roll w/the new paradigm & see where it goes. God knows I've been held captive emotionally for long enough. My fortress of solitude is finally breached.

Perhaps all the noise I'm making to the Universe & other various powers-that-be will produce something tangible soon. What I do know is some sort of intimate connection must be made for my healing process to finish. I can't progress any further sequestered inside a protective shell.

The opposite side of this coin is how to facilitate action. Life has definitively taught me to not force a resolution or scenario too much. The end result f/such obstinance is almost always a backfire of massive proportions. Thus, I can't push too hard for something to happen in the physical sense. Sounds counter-productive, but it's true.

Said intentional communication & small real-world steps are a much more effective way.

Recently met someone who I could possibly like, but she's too buried in her thoughts to realize our potential together, so am letting sleeping dogs lie for now.

Time will tell if anything pans out before the summer ends. Whatever happens, a relationship will likely be my catalyst for some serious change...

That is all.