Haven't posted anything in a while...been pretty busy w/a (seemingly) expanding web biz, final book revisions & other misc. stuff. Why is SDT growing in the face of a bleak economy? Why do I feel tied to this place even tho I wanna bail out half the time? Why should I stay when it seems to yield nothing but emotional dysfunction & painful lessons?
No fucking clue.
Seems as if I'm dwelling in a paradox - business success & personal mediocrity, all @ once. That's pretty damn bizarre, but par for the course. Such is the inanity of physical life. My intention is manifesting a relationship to balance everything out. It may just yet be the key to my survival here.
As for winter, undecided yet. I'm watching how things pan out this fall to determine a proper course of action. Everything remains to be seen...
Feels like great change is imminent & will sneak up on me when I least expect.
Let it come.
