What is my purpose, other than to observe & record? I feel stagnant, almost like a stick in dried mud. There is no forward motion here - just the same old stasis of familiar daily routine. My whole paradigm of complacent waiting & watching has finally outlasted its own expiration date.
Can't see any sort of impasse or resolution in the near future w/out rocking the boat. What makes more sense - staying in a safe, sheltered environment where everything is predictable & comfortable, or taking action?
Time to move on.
So, next question - where to go & what to do?
This is where things get hazy: my life has no clear path or purpose.
Never has.
With no bearings or compass to guide me, it's difficult to know how to proceed.
Direction: unknown
That is all.
