the other night i was skyping w/someone, discussing my whole karmic lovers catharsis reincarnation pattern. during that conversation, she made an incredibly astute observation which completely floored me:
girl #1 was not my lover f/all those past lives. it was Lizzie.
this is something i never even considered as a possibility. don't know why, but then it suddenly hit me like a ton of bricks.
Lizzie & i had assumed opposite roles f/our normal forbidden romantic scenario - siblings, of all things. while my brain still can't quite process that, it actually makes perfect emotional & psychic sense.
my memories were all of someone w/blond hair & blue eyes. Lizzie had both. our recurring pattern of tragedy had to end...she chose to break it through self-sacrifice. all my heaviest emotional baggage was tethered to the unresolved karma surrounding that collective past life trauma. this was instantly released when she passed away.
i have nothing more of value to contribute here - her actions speak volumes.
Lizzie, i'm so sorry for not recognizing you sooner. words cannot express my gratitude for such unconditionally selfless sacrifice. i love & miss you interminably.
goodbye...
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...and instant release for her, as well. love is un-conditional. that's a two-way street. you did more than you know through your life here.
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